well it lasted almost a day............

I started a new healthy eating/exercising regime I did a little of it last week and did pretty good. But this week I started a meal plan from my fitness magazine and its just eating lots of fruits and veggies, wheat etc. etc. etc. anyhow....I did so good today despite breakfast not being all that yummy. But after dinner I was starving!!! I kept seeing pizza, tacos, all kinds of stuff on tv and getting cravings. well I gave in, I had 2 small candy bars and like 7 cinnamon bears. uggghhhhh I'm not normally hungry and its not like my new menu isn't filling, I think its all in my mind.
On a good note, yesterday I was called to the second counselor in the Primary presidency. Also I was able to snuggle a baby during primary and tyler was sitting there with me and he held him and there was just something that felt so right. Things are rocky with us, but it was so nice to have a peaceful feeling as far as feeling as though a child was missing from our family. Now if only I could start keeping my pregnancies.